I’ve been drinking a lot of bottles as a response to my severe stress. Sometimes 3 a night. All this water is just affecting my hunger and I’m pretty sure I’m dependent on them since I literally need them every night and throughout the night. I only told my therapist that one time. I’ve been nervous about bringing it up again. Some people go to food or to their animals when they are overwhelmed. I drink out of baby bottles.

I can fit pretty good into Goodnites size XL now. The new ones go up to 140 pounds but I have a small waist. Actually when I put one on the other night I was amazed at how much they fit me like regular underwear. But I worry someone may notice. But if I have a hoodie on they probably wouldn’t notice. I know when it gets colder out I can wear baggy sweaters so I can wear my weighted vest under my clothes as well.