I think I’m coping well besides being a bit crabby earlier. But August is usually the best month for me before **** hits the fan because my SAD can start as early as September if the weather is cold and gloomy enough. It’s not like I’m thinking it will happen so then it will happen because of my attitude. but I’m pretty sure this year my SAD is gonna be awful. Just from what I’ve been rearing about on things.

But overall I coped well today besides about 15 minutes of panicking. But now I’m wondering if I made a mistake again about going back to work after calling my doctor this afternoon and getting some more info about my surgery.