So I have been doing really really well.... until recently. I have been medication compliant for 9 months nearly. I still am. Mood was stable. Then boom my Mum died 9th July this year. Mood has went hypo and I have lack of sleep as in 4 or under a night. Flash backs and nightmares re her death. But I also suffer from high blood pressure and within the last 2 weeks or 3 weeks I have been chatting to guys, wanting to meet up with them, horny, excitable etc.

I was given Zolpidem but that didn't make me sleep so I've just started Zopliclone 7.5mg for 14 days. I slept 10 hours straight

Normally I wake and start chatting to guys then get irritated when the guys don't respond or ignore me or cut it short. This guy isn't wanting to meet me and I'm so angry with myself and with him. Why am I obsessed and fixated about him/them?

My days are pretty free due to covid. I have no hobbies I feel pretty lonely tbh.

I think I'm going high and I'm paranoid my mental health team are keeping info from me. Just an incline I have

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