Hey everyone

I tried to respond to many posts but my brain just cant manage it right now.

Between my struggle with Bipolar right now my pain is hellish.

My Husband hasn't felt good for 3 weeks now. No specific things he just is tired. Some days he struggles to go to sleep but then he will sleep 12 14-16+ hours.. All his vital signs are good. I don't know watching him like a hawk.

I got terrible news.. My favorite Uncle is in the hospital they live in Ohio. He isn't going to make it. He's had serious heart problems for years. He had to get a defibrillator 4-5 years ago, so he had to stop driving as there is no heads up when it will shock him, each time he's knocked out. He is not going to last much longer day to day. He is alert and just wants to go home. So my Aunt is getting with Hospice to get him home but first the Defib needs to be turned off as it will go off if his heart rate drops... The are both in there 80's but I dont care, but I dont want to see him suffer.

I am just so overwhelmed right now.. I saw Richard on Wednesday.. It helped I am trying to find ways to stay upright...

We are leaving for the Florida trip on Sept 2nd but there are numerous things that might cause us to cancel it..

Anyway .. Hugs to everyone