My head's so loud. I told my h I didn't want to go back. He was really good about it. We'll talk about it tonight. I just want to take my meds and sleep away the days. I have 10 days before I go home I have to go home. It's not that I don't miss them I'm afraid of getting sick. I'm getting sick here mentally. Everything is going back to normal and I'm just not ready. I want to hide inside but I can't.