Yeah I agree. I think though that part of me wants to feel something special regarding a therapist. Even though that’s not good. I guess I’m just kind of desperate to replace my transference T and so far it hasn’t happened. But I think that’s more healthy and a good thing that I don’t have any feelings about the 2 therapists I’ve seen.

I was asked by my current T who’s the same age and who’s kinda more attractive about what it was about the transference T and I couldn’t give her an answer because I don’t know myself what was so different about her.