phooey. Who does he think he is? Vacation. Again.

i can't complain too much, the guy slaves over neurotics all day. ha. He took a week off a few weeks ago, now two weeks... which, due to Canada day, makes it 1 day short of three weeks between appts for me. Double phooey.. or triple?

i'm supposed to work on "constancy"... um, how? He says it's like knowing the sun will come up each day... well, even he said that was an over-simplified example.. but it really isn't like that at all imo. The sun doesn't change its mind, but people do. The sun doesn't die in a car crash. The sun never really cancels or gives up on things. People sure as hell do. The sun isn't affected one bit by what i do or don't do... the sun never once has made me beg for even a scrap of light. People sure have. Will T?

right now i feel all warm and fuzzy with him... i feel like i know he cares.. he told me so, straight up... not even the cop-out caring about all humanity.. nope. He said he cares about me, as me. Right now i believe him. Right now it feels ok and right.

watch me drift though...

so.. any extra suggestions in keeping this connection alive?

anyone want to join me in missing-T sadness?

this all totally blows my theory of him living in his office 24/7