My daughter-in-law and i had a nasty argument and now i haven't seen my grandson. i am getting more depressed every day that goes by. she said some awful things to me and i haven't forgiven her yet and some things will stay w/me forever. i was divorced over some of the same reasons she used and i'm not sure if it's because my son told her or if i mentioned it. family and friends mean so much to me, i don't have many friends and my family is so dysfunctional, i can't talk to them. i haven't posted her in awhile and i miss everyone. i have posted on other sites and forgive me if i repeat my self. it is the depression and anxiety. i don't see my T until week ater next. i don't have the money to pay her and she has charged no co-pay in a month. i feel like i'm taking advantage of her just like i feel i'm taking advantage of yall. you feel bad enough w/out my whining. i just feel so bad and i cry all the time. whay has this happened. i'm not sure of what i did or even if i did anything. i'm so confused...........pj56.........