I’m doing ok today. I don’t have much energy but I think it’s because I haven’t gotten my shot yet. I’ll get it in about an hour. I’ve just been reading all day and staying off the Internet and not paying attention to the news. I finished one little Stephen King book. I’m almost done with an urban legend book I started 2 weeks ago. I just have a few more pages. I finished 2 other books this week. One took me a week or 10 days to read. The other took me 3 days.

But yeah I’m just hanging in there. I’ve been eating at the correct times and eating enough so I won’t get the way I did yesterday. I didn’t have a lot of caffeine. Just one 20oz Coke and a mug of tea. I still don’t regret what I did yesterday regarding work. I made the right decision. I haven’t been thinking of either my transference therapist or my current therapist much. I am kind of concerned I’m going to get into trouble on Monday. I also wish I had kept that Friday appointment. But I’m not majorly freaking out.

I told my mom to hide my meds last night. I told her I didn’t trust myself with them. But I only took my 3 Valiums today at the correct times. I haven’t taken my 160 Geodon yet or my melatonin. But I’m about to. I have about 20 pages left in my book but I’m not sure I can finish it tonight. I just want to go to bed. I slept well last night though.