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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed
I’m doing ok today. I don’t have much energy but I think it’s because I haven’t gotten my shot yet. I’ll get it in about an hour. I’ve just been reading all day and staying off the Internet and not paying attention to the news. I finished one little Stephen King book. I’m almost done with an urban legend book I started 2 weeks ago. I just have a few more pages. I finished 2 other books this week. One took me 10 days to read. The other took me 3 days.
But yeah I’m just hanging in there. I’ve been eating at the correct times and eating enough so I won’t get the way I did yesterday. I didn’t have a lot of caffeine. Just one 20oz Coke. I still don’t regret what I did yesterday regarding work. I made the right decision.
I told my moms to hide my meds last night. I told her I didn’t trust myself with them. But I only took my 3 Valiums today at the correct times. I haven’t taken my 160 Geodon yet or my melatonin. But I’m about to. I have about 20 pages left in my book but I’m not sure I can finish it tonight. I just want to go to bed. I slept well last night though. I'm looking forward to med time and I'll probably go to sleep after I go to the chat here for a little bit.
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I have slacked off on reading. I too want to go to sleep. Last night I remembered 3 of my dreams. In one, I was in a classroom and noticed it was 3:20 p.m. When I woke up it was still morning. In another, I was in a minivan with a family who was going on a trip and I was just an extra "thing" in their baggage. In another, I met two men on the side of the highway and I tried climbing the hills that stretched down the side of the road. We made it to a building that had an inclined hallway with walls that I couldn't see around. I guess these are Seroquel dreams. My sister made up that musical about Zoloft today. We facetimed and she just went on and on for 10-15 minutes and I just laughed and laughed! "Haldaaaahl! SeroQUEL!!"
