Oh T, where are you? I think I am resigned to doing this without you now, but that doesn't mean that this is resolved. It isn't, and I dearly hope that you can see that. My trust in you is still there, please don't destroy it by not accepting that we do need to finish this properly. Honestly, I think it will take more than one session, but I am also aware that it can't go on forever, either. Trust me to know what is right for me, please. Trust me and allow me to maintain that trust in you. Please don't walk away from this, from me. Let me walk away from you. I hope you are ok. I love you.