The sativa weed has made me unfocused. I'm still on and off trying to make a Monero wallet. I told my mom about the weed and CBD flower and she said to stop smoking it - So I'll do that. It helps to have some accountability and someone to keep track of it. I said that the CBD oil makes my insomnia worse as well.

I feel like if I didn't tell her, I my substance use would deteriorate because I'd be always trying to be more and more secretive.

I made a strong coffee to see if it will help with my focus.

I told my mom that she doesn't understand my need for lowering the Invega Trinza injection but she says I need it. I don't think I do.

So I'll give myself a few days to readjust my mental state.

Any criticisms welcome xd