I woke up about half an hour ago. Despite the 3 layer fast acting melatonin, the time release melatonin, the 2 gummy melatonin’s, an extra 20 mil Geodon and a Valium. I was hoping that concoction would knock me out until 5:30-6.

I went to bed really wanting a chili cheese dog and chili cheese fries from Sonic. When I woke up I felt ok. But now I’m hungry. My shot often makes me hungry on Sundays. Last week I managed to eat just my maintenance calories so my weight stayed exactly the same, so I’m hoping to do that this time. I can even have the hot dog and fries and still be under my calorie budget while eating throughout the rest of the day. So I’ll see. I just drank a Vanilla Coke Zero sugar so I feel ok right now.

I was just using my burrito blanket for a lot of the night until I went under my 8 pound one. I don’t remember if I was cold or if I wanted sensory relief.