I think you’re probably right, about him blocking me and everything else. I’ve calmed down a bit now, thank you. I’m sorry that happened to you, too. It’s so hard isn’t it? I can understand why he came to find me, but at the same time, he probably didn’t think it through properly. Not sure I can blame him, he wasn’t that much older than me. Maybe it would have caused trouble either way if I’d gone. I know I can’t really blame myself for any of it, but I would have liked to have seen her at least once. I keep thinking I’m ok now then the sadness just hits me again. It’s just weird that I feel worse over her death than my adoptive dad’s.