Hi, friends. I'm not me right now. Very sad. Crying a lot. But grateful. Trying very hard. God bless you. I wish you happiness & wellness. I'm so glad we have each other. Today feels very different. I don't understand & I don't know what to do. It feels very painful. I've been watching tv for comfort. I've been recalling precious memories. So sad but wonderful. So I feel fortunate to have had those experiences, & I am grateful, but sad.