I've been really feeling the change in my social life, of course I feel guilty too because I haven't suffered like so many and like you @hvert I notice I go back and forth on what I feel about my safety.

I've decided to volunteer at an event next month, it's a mass participation sporting event but it's outdoors. I have participated many times over the years myself but not fit enough this year. I'll be handing out goodie bags - it sounds very busy but fun.
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The old me would have thought very little about volunteering but this year I had to think it over a long time, weigh up potential risks/exposure and ask my husband what he thought (if he didn't want me to I wouldn't have gone, although I'd have been disappointed).

I hope it'll go okay, I want to balance safety with having some kind of a life. I do want to do this but I'm also feeling some anxiety.