I’m still having difficulty out in public. The gym is fine because I don’t have to interact with anyone. But I went to Trader Joe’s earlier and almost lost it. Usually during the week it’s not that bad but for whatever reason it was super crowded today. Plus they didn’t have the things I usually go for. I know they change things seasonally but the things I go for are staples and don’t usually disappear. I’m sad, those coffee chunk brownie ice cream sandwiches are delicious and now they’re gone

I tried my hardest to get up at 6:30 this morning but I literally could not open my eyes. I struggled really hard but I still didn’t manage to get out of bed until 7:30. I was groggy as hell for at least a half hour afterward. I don’t know what I’m going to do, work starts in one week!

I’m going to see if I can stop taking the seroquel at night. Maybe try low dose melatonin. My pdoc from the program said that was ok.