She didn’t say anything about the weight loss being a problem. We did talk about it though and she asked me how much I’ve lost. I told her 8 pounds since we’ve been meeting. 23 pounds since Thanksgiving. And 72 since 2015. I told her I had 24 more pounds to lose and she said “to get to your goal weight?” And I said yeah. She didn’t ask for the details though. Then she said she’d read my email that she missed and would reply to say she read it. In that email I was explaining my meltdown was because of lack of food and restriction. The meltdown I had on Friday was also food related. So I wonder if next Tuesday she’ll say something.

My next goal is 163 by Wednesday. It looks like I’ll be making it to 158 by October if I can keep up this pace. I’m getting kinda freaked out a bit because I keep thinking of the book Thinner by “Richard Bachman” aka Stephen King.

But today I finished the box of Cheerios. I also had a serving of Goldfish crackers. I got a medium chili cheese fries from Sonic. But I have not eaten anything else in almost 4 hours. I’m not sure what my plan is for dinner. I have a small bottle of Body Armor in the fridge. Maybe I’ll have ramen or finish off the Special K cereal.

But my calories for the day are somewhere between 1250 and 1340. Although I’m starting to fade a bit which can become disastrous so I need to eat something quickly. Or drink the water.

Edit: I just chugged the water and I am not in the mood for cereal. So I’ll have the ramen and be at 1270 calories for the day.