I just got back from the doctor for my six month physical follow-up. I found myself in tears the whole time. I've been feeling depressed and anxious for quite some time now. On his discharge notes he wrote, "If mood persists or worsens, call Community Mental Health." My blood pressure was high, too, so there's something going on. I've been spending 12 hours a day in bed...& thoughts of sui pop into my mind from time to time. I have an appointment with my T tomorrow, but I don't think that will do any good. I'm sick of this...