I have been partaking in marijuana since college, and I believe it has not interfered with my ability to live a productive life. There are many times that I wonder, why do I need this drug, am I avoiding something or wanting to escape? I love my life and am very fortunate with everything that I have accomplished, even when times are rough I make it through keeping my head up. I know marijuana is now legal, and my brain is telling me it is ok, but I still feel guilty some times. I really look forward to it when I have the time to be able to set aside and not have to be responsible for anything or anyone. Am I in denial about my usage? I seem to not be strong enough to stop and was wondering if anyone else has this difficulty?

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