I learned in therapy why I'm bipolar versus schizophrenic. I'm happy but still wish I wasn't mental. She said I was strong to realize my limitations. And told me how good it is I'm realizing them.
Doors are opening for acting that never opened for music. I always felt like I was pushing to make things happen but a month ago I say I want to act start searching and now I'm in acting classes!
It's just happening so fast its virtually easy by comparison. And I don't feel like I have to be perfect to act but to sing I was never good enough. I'm on my way! Even I'm not the next big thing I don't care I just want to work as an actor. Not all actors become famous, but can make a nice living.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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