I hope I ask you the question today and we focus on that today and Thursday as you will be gone the following 2 weeks. And I hope you don't leave it to me to decide. Because I've already decided that though I want one of those phone calls, I will not ask for one - only accept one if you feel like it would be in my best interest. And if you do not offer one, I will hurt and I will believe that you do not care or at least feel that it is in my best interest. I already want to quit so badly.

And I am not so sure we've solved anything anymore.