Thank you Beth. I like this T better than wv T. I'm not comfortable sharing everything with her yet. I'm a down player. So maybe she picks up on that. Most of my stuff is internal I'm a great masker. I found out last night my husband is doing really really ******. He's had to borrow money, tried to sell plasma, and is going to a food bank today. I tried to control everything from here but there's only so much I can do. it's only a week untill I get back. I was so stressed yesterday I almost started smoking again. It's better than relapsing on other bad habits.

She asked if my parents are supportive I said in their own way. I need to elaborate when I get home. My dad wants me on no meds. Supportive isn't my mom's strong point But they try.