Ok so I am officially on board to start work next week so that’s a huge relief! Now that that anxiety is gone I feel more confident about completing wedding tasks.

I’m pretty pissed off at my disability insurance, apparently they don’t provide payment because of the state I am in. I was supposed to apply to the state and no one ever told me. It’s too late now, I’d have to get my clinician to fill out all the forms and I’m no longer in the program. These people, between them and the company claims adjuster it’s a wonder I got anything approved, and for what? Nothing really!

@BethRags,
I’m so very sorry about your daughter. I have to agree with whoever said it, that it is unfortunately her problem that she has to deal with. I can see it is devastating for you to lose her but I really hope and will put out good vibes that she eventually comes around. The fact that you were at least trying sats volumes. My brother and mom are estranged, not for the same reason (she absolutely treated us, and especially him, wrong when we were growing up). But she has no interest in making up with him as she blames him for the estrangement for some reason. He’s tried numerous times to make up with her but she blows him off, which is devastating to my brother. I know if and when your daughter gets back in contact you will welcome her with open arms and that says a lot about you as a mom and a person.