So Sorry for what is going on! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i think i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that you may be Grieving the Loss of a friendship. If you're feeling upset about it perhaps you may simply write him a message explaining that you need at least a break if not more. Do try to be honest if possible. i Hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @black-roses, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!