I do need to lower the dose though.. If I am to stop THC to improve my cognition, I don't want it deteriorating on a chemical (Paliperidone) which is the opposite of what I enjoy! I should be put on a psychedelic amphetamine daily like 2,5-Dimethoxy-4-chloroamphetamine.. Not this..

But my brain is damaged goods no? Has to be protected incase I hurt myself or others... But I am very unlikely to do that + They say my IQ will decrease =[

I'm very interested in exploring my consciousness, coming up with creative ideas, solving things... Am curious..

"I am western shaman, medicate thy self with sedatives.. Shut off your frontal thinking lobe - Because you are not trusted by culture to think properly!"

I will meditate, let the pieces of my thoughts break away, swirling around and the genius dies with my spirit, drooling and watching reality TV in a POD apartment that is created by the elite billionaire class. I will own nothing - Not even my mind. But I will be happy..