Today was a really really good day.

I woke up and took my meds but I decided to try taking vitamin B12/6 and zinc chelate every morning starting this morning. I felt like throwing up but that went away..

My mom gives me 2 hours to wake up. I got ready and then we went for a hike. It was blue sky, snow topped mountains, blue rivers, green forest etc.. Not too hot just nice September like weather. We made it to the top and took a break. It was nice.. Then we sat by the river. As we walked back, my cousin texted my mom and said that he's going to stop by where we live but at that time, my mom will be driving my sister and her bf to the island... So him and his gf will visit me for 1-2 nights.

He just finished his psychology degree so my mom thinks that we'll have interesting talks. He's been sober for 5+ years since he smoked spice/k2 and ended up in the psych ward for a full year with psychosis..

But yeah we had a BBQ this evening. I fried up burgers and my mom made a salad. We sat and talked about my sisters bf's family and our family etc... A lot of change is happening right now and so quickly.

I showed my sister and her bf a funny video of Alex Jones and my sister was like "Yeah.. You shouldn't be taking advise from him" =P.. My sisters bf knows a friend that I had and that friend was in the ICU from COVID - He's an antivaxxer and almost died - Although I still regret the vaccine! Mark my words that the vaccines will kill us all... No jk... Idk..

Drinking tea now. I'm glad that I've figured out the "sleep-wake thing" with the zopiclone at night. I still only take half.

My sister leaves on Sunday. I will miss her =[ I will try not to cry when I say goodbye...