Well honestly Pdoc's across the country are not just tossing people IP unless they need it.

That said if your not able to keep yourself safe or your wanting to harm someone then yes IP needs to be on the table.

I saw you say somewhere that you stopped your anxiety med... Is it a benzo? Or?( sorry I can't remember) if so then unless you weaned off you could be having withdraws which can really flip your life upside down.

As for your Dad wanting you off meds.. that's just how he feels about it but ultimately its up to you. You and I have known each other for like over 8 years??? and I can tell you when you stop meds or changed around with dosage it honestly never helps, you crash and burn and it takes a long time to find some kind of stability.

Why are you thinking about going on pills instead of monthly injection? I know you struggle to take pills so why add that stressor into your life?