I’m wondering if constipation is causing my lack of appetite. I mean I went a lot a few days ago. Not sure why I’m having upper back and chest pain if it’s constipation. Unless that skateboarding yesterday just really ****ed with me. My mom says she’s worried I’m working myself into an eating disorder because I just don’t eat much anymore. I don’t know. I mean yeah I’m trying to lose weight but it’s just been effortless lately because of the loss of appetite. Even when I tell myself I can go up to maintenance I just cant.

But maybe I’ll go chug some mirolax and whatever that other one is. And as one of my doctors said “everything will just come out.”