So, I finished Tafe today and went to the train station for mum to pick me up and we went to the shop my sister said she wanted help with Alana, so we rushed to her house there was a car crash so it was slower than usual. So we get here and we're waiting for her for twenty minutes I try and call her. Then I get a message from her bf in family chat on fb that there at the hospital and Daniela tried to end her life. I mean Daniela has attempted suicide many times me too but I had stopped for quite a while and when I think of suicide I just think it's a stupid thing and why would I want to die, like what would I achieve killing myself over a temporary situation.... I guess for some of us we see things differently and I guess there must be emotional difficulty for my sister to still be doing that. I mean she often complains about how her partner is verbally mean to her and that her daughter Alana is the reason she's stuck to this country that she hates. So I know that stuff would be the reason but I can't help but feel sort of angry, anxious and sad that she would do that there's a bit of shock but not a lot to be honest. I just really wished she didn't see her life as dark and dismal but I can't change her point of view only she can. She's in a crappy state of mind and I wish there was something I could do to ease the strain but I can't. All I pray is she's okay that's all