I took a lot last night. First several things for consTipation. Then Like 3 or 4 melatonin an extra 20 Geodon and one of my anti dizziness meds even though I wasn’t dizzy. I just wanted to sleep. I fell asleep at 7:30 and now I’m so drowsy I can barely hold my phone and it’s over an hour past the time I’d normally get up. I’m trying to wake up but I’m not having much luck. I’m still achy and in pain but I can’t feel much else besides severe drowsiness.

My mom said she Is getting concerned about my eating and she’s worried I’m working myself up into an eating disorder. Those were her exact words. But I’ve just felt too nauseated to eat lately.

I have to take a shower since I didn’t take on yesterday but I’ll have to do it after I have coffee because I don’t trust myself in the shower right now.