This part of the process is telling me that a) I'm really not good at sitting with feelings (though can you blame me, I've only started really feeling them in the last few years) and b) I have the patience of a two year old.

Mummy, mummy, mummy, mummy, mummy.

Sadly Mummy is busy right now and just cannot be ther for me. I'm still trusting that you will come back in some way though (even if just to say goodbye properly), which is a good thing though I think. Please don't let me down. Please.