Sorry SP that you've been wait listed for months.


I'm just so tired of trying to be my own best advocate and get the best care that I can and when I did find a place they wouldn't take me. I just can't fight anymore.


I did call one of the places on her list and I emailed the other one. I'm not at all hopeful anymore.


One of the websites said, "There's always another option. We're here to help." Such bull crap. I don't believe it anymore.


I just want to curl up in a ball and cry (if I could cry). And because I was open with my boss about this process she's pushing me to try to get the other one who rejected me to let me in anyway. I don't know if I know how to do that.


I.just.can't.do.it.anymore. I'm done. Done. Done. I'm stuck with T and Pdoc and Kayla for however long she will keep me in the program and I'll just have to suck it up and make do. If I end up in the hospital, well, no one can say I didn't try.