I'm grateful to have a place to share things here. I'm having more downs than ups... I don't see a lot of ups. I listen to an interesting podcast on youtube every other day or so. I'm stressed out and feel depressed. Since my car broke down, I lost the job but I was aching so badly I realized it's again not realistic to think I can work. But, some make think it fortunate to at least have disability income, but I may lose that soon. And where I live is temporary and also my one son is about to lose his housing too.