Thanks SP! Thanks unsure123. I'm so glad I have you guys. At least someone in the world understands what I am going through.

I see pdoc on the 1st. Maybe he can do something. I've been suicidal part of each week for IDK how long. Maybe a month. Maybe I need to talk to my parents tonight. Like REALLY talk to them and lay it all out there. I can't do it on my own.


On the bright side, tomorrow I volunteer at the food distribution at Church. I bought food for four families and then I will help distribute all the food that was donated. Plus my friend Crystal will be there. It's always fun hanging out with her. I have a book for her. My sissy sent me the book but I already had it so I am going to give the new one to Crystal.