I was lying down and mom wanted to sell her bed so she put it on buy and sell and the two guys (My age) walked into the old house and took it. I walked to the place as he was carrying the last thing out. He seemed to want to talk to me but I feel like a robot.
I got a weird vibe from them and felt suspicious but I was tired and felt zero motivation - Maybe from weed and mush. He gave me 25 dollars to bring the bed up to his place which took 2 minutes so then he offered me a beer and I said no thanks and left. My mom phoned me a few minutes after that and was mad that they didn't wait and that they took the bed themselves.
I wasn't in the mood or feeling like myself to talk to these hippies. I really don't feel like making any friends lately for some reason either. My thoughts are too disorganized and my memory is horrible. I put a 0.25mg clonazepam and 5mg Dexedrine under my tongue cuz I need to get out of this brain fog..
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