Right now I'm dxed as in a mixed episode--moderate. That is where you have depression & mania or hypomania at the same time. Racing thoughts, little sleep, irritability, reckless behavior (like overspending), etc. & also have the classic symptoms of depression. To me it sounds like you are having rapid cycling where you go from depression to mania or hypomania. Have you been given a diagnosis? Are you under treatment?

My meds are in the process of being adjusted to try to get me more stable.--Suzy