Days ago I went through a crying spree for about 3 days. Lot of crying but it felt like healing healthy crying. I didn't cry yesterday except a few teary eyed moments. I'm feeling amazingly well. I feel one billion percent whole.

So I hope it's fusion but the past two weeks I've been eating really healthy natural foods, exercising, getting some sun. So who knows which one it is. Maybe both. I haven't felt any of the parts or little Paul. I've heard a few voices here and there, but they could be subconscious ... or who knows, they may be spirits.