Soooo it’s 2am and my alarm goes off at 5am and I can’t sleep. I found an ant on my pillow. ?? Was it real? Idk.

But as I was laying I just heard a woman crying. I know it’s not my granny bc she’s downstairs and I’m alone. Really freaking me out.

Hoping that the risperdal increase last week will maybe settle some of this. At this point should I even bother trying to freaking sleep?!