I wish I had taken that Monday appointment you offered. I'm in such a bad place right now. When I talked to the crisis line yesterday,, well, it sucked. They just asked me my plans for the weekend and I just said "food shopping" and that was about it. She talked about how she likes grocery shopping. Never asked me if I felt safe or needed extra help or anything. Nope. So please don't have them call me again every experience I have with them is just unhelpful (the other time they just sent the police to my house when I wasn't even in immediate danger).
I just....wish I felt like I could be helped...