That's a good idea - to have things checked out by your doctor - because there might be a physical cause for some of these difficulties (like maybe your thyroid? or even excess calcium can lead to psychological difficulties? maybe get your electrolytes checked, and blood levels of any medications that you are taking - there are lots of things that can be checked by your doctor).

If you experiences psychosis - are you hallucinating (hearing or seeing things that others don't hear or see?) - sometimes the neurotransmitters are unbalanced - and there are medications that can help with this difficulty.

If your current counsellor is not a good fit for you (if he is inappropriate [rude is inappropriate in my mind] - then maybe find a different counsellor - there are lots of others who are not rude.

Are you eating properly? Three meals a day - follow the food guide.

I hope that you're feeling better.