I’m doing ok. Well mostly. My moods and my anxiety have been under control all day. But through distraction. I’ve been reading way too much today. These last 3 days actually. I didn’t even know about hurricane Ida until it hit. I’ve been living off the grid this weekend with my 417 page Jodi Picoult book yesterday and then with my 690 page Stephen King book today. I’ve had my noise cancelling headphones on all day yesterday and today. So I haven’t heard anything. I have no idea what’s going on in the world and I honestly don’t want to know. I know I can’t be holed up in my room with books until October 1st when I have my surgery. But I am tense and and anxious as a result. Plus in physical pain. I’ve had cramps all day and stuff. At one point I couldn’t even concentrate so I had to take some Tylenol. So I’m going to try my hardest to keep my anxiety down this next month and I guess that means insane reading.
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