Also I think my personality is quite... particular. Im quite "bitter" Ill describe.

In forums I see people being "too soft", "too emotional", and that kinda bothers me. Its like "damn, you are so soft", I dont want to talk with you.

In other forum, not this, a depression forum, someone messaged me using so much "soft" words, and full of emojis with happy faces. My style is more neutral, I mean, if we are in that forum, expect I feel terrible, my life is destroyed, and I live with no joy at all, the less i want to see are st€&%d emojis.