I feel like I hate myself a little bit because I seem rather negative and feel hated too. I hate myself because I seem mired in some kind of bad mood all because of getting more bad news. I feel like I hate myself because I seem to have little hope in life and that I can't seem to get out of this gloom and I feel like I'm just another someone to scorn instead of someone to respect. I don't see how I'll feel good about me when all I see is what hasn't worked all that well for me.