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Originally Posted by modestlychee6463
Thanks, Cassoway. It just seems like I'll never feel all that good about this girl I am. I have tried to lift others up. It's just hard to see why I even bother anymore. Life has a way of showing how less I am and I feel like saying to hell with it. I know I'm not alone.
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A lot of people in pain like you are are very giving people who tend to feel love and give more than they receive back. I know in my case that I struggle to disentangle my perceptions on reality. I sometimes feel. Like that beaten dog which is grateful for any bit of kindness shown. I have had a couple of experiences which have helped me though this but it's always there and always need to be worked on. Maybe you should have a think about why you extend your kindnesses to others. That might help you to look at yourself and your journey in a clearer light.