September 21st I'll probably get my first invega shot. Idk if I can wait til then
. If I go IP I can get it the 7th, I think. It's tempting, but I'll feel like such a failure for going back in so quickly and there's no guarantee they'll actually help. They knew I wasn't ready for "real-life" when I left though. I dunno. I'm sick of fighting these demons. They're winning.