@Sapien
I had to go IP this summer exactly one month after the first IP stay. I was humiliated but what could I do? If I had refused I likely would have been committed involuntarily based on the way I was behaving in the psych ER.

There’s no shame in more help. I still maintain I would have been fine eventually but I wasn’t sui or hearing voices. If you need another stay then you need another stay. Anything to stay safe is worth it, I feel.

I hope you find relief soon