I seem to be ok from last night. Physically and mentally. I took my Valium at 8:30 though so I wouldn’t have issues. I had a couple zero sugar Mountain Dews today but my anxiety is still stable. I went out to a few stores. My mom wanted to buy a fridge so we went to Home Depot. She got a really nice LG one. I think they call it a French style. It’s stainless steel and it has 2 doors on the front. One door has a water machine and an ice machine. There is a huge amount of space inside with various shelf’s and drawers. Then it has 2 pull out freezers on the bottom.

I then went to Kohl’s to return an Amazon package and of course the Amazon return is in the back of the store. Working in retail I know this is a sales gimmick. And it worked because I walked past a white Adidas hoodie that I wanted. The cashier was a bit of a jerk when we tried using my 25% off coupon that I got for the Amazon return. There is basically nothing you can use those coupons on. But I got the hoodie anyways.

Then we went to a consignment shop so my mom and I could sell some stuff. They took it all so I hope I get something for it. I found an old metal sign that is supposed to look vintage. I don’t know. Maybe it is. But it’s that army picture of Uncle Sam pointing at you and it says “I want You for U.S Army nearest recruiting station” I thought it was cool and it was only $8.

I also went to a couple grocery stores looking for the Halloween Mountain Dew. Still no luck. Despite all the other Halloween food being out. I may check later at a store I went to today since it didn’t look like the Pepsi guys had come yet and they stock on Tuesdays and this store gets stuff that Walmart doesn’t get. That spicy stuff sold out in seconds and is now on eBay for tons of money thanks to those sophisticated bots that scalpers use now.

Edit: I stopped at the grocery store again. The Pepsi guys had come but they still didn’t stock the Mountain Dew. I’m not sure what to do at this point. I look online at stores but there not always up to date on things. There used to be a link you could use that was always accurate but I haven’t seen the link for this kind yet.

I’m kind of nauseated right now. I don’t know why. I just took my 20mil Geodon and my 3rd Valium and I put on shorts instead of jeans. So hopefully I feel better. It could be surgery related stuff but it’s most likely just anxiety about therapy tomorrow.