I feel like a junkie with the track marks I am getting from all the blood test I need to get. I one time took double my Xanax and got high off of it and it felt really good to laughing and no worries. Ketamine treatments I did were a close second. Lately I have been thinking about those times and want to feel that way again but I need the will power not to do it. I have gone this far without it but for some reason today I am having flashbacks to those times. I just need to keep myself on the straight and narrow.

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