My Daughters Father has Covid and they have been together alot in the last week..She's being tested today. So our trip to Florida is not going to happen.

Steves's oldest Son ( Paytons Dad) didn't offer to let us stay there.. Steve thinks its just his wife that wont let us. Well I think its both.....but regardless shame on Ryan for not just saying we can stay it would be less than 4 days.

Anyway Steves absolutely crushed, again. We missed her 5th Birthday and now the 6th..

Everyday I am getting more hallucinations layered on and on.. I am exhausted. I see Richard tomorrow. I may break down and take something for a few days.